Honest Ponderings

Feeling lonely sometimes is acceptable.We may be so anxious at times and yet would find no one to speak to.its completely normal to not always vent out.we at times may feel guilty to open up to someone always as they may also be going through their own battles but it was so kind of them to always listen but the listener is also human and we cannot always vent out to them and we may at times dnt want to speak to other human as we may feel that we are overburdening them.At such times my dear friends,we need to understand speaking is not the only way to clear out your thoughts,dont keep it in yourself just write it out.This has worked for me so many times i dont use to have anybody to open upto and writing my feelings out was the only way i could find peace in and prevent myself from falling.The reason of not opening up was also fear of being invalidated and fear of being called as abnormal.Anyone going through tough times i understand you.emotionally draining times comes when least expec...

 Life is like so unpredictable at times, Well it certainly teaches you things at appropriate times.One thing what i have developed in myself is you always have to be ready to grasp and analyze new things you hear and trust me when i say this not everyone's happiness is your responsibility and you are not the reason for anyones sadness or disappointment.I clearly respect the fact of being openly loving and caring towards specific and its really normal to care for specific we are humans we dont have the capability to love everyone or to hate specific.Ok there are times when you feel frustrated and loser because you have been pending and procastinating a task for so long that eventually without even trying you believe you are incapable of doing it.NO! Seriously its juz our procastination.Its better and so easy if we try to make it otherwise.Give yourself a fun break at times without feeling guilty.There is nothing wrong in giving yourself a little liberty at times.People never underst...

isn't it amazing how 2020 has become some magical numbers.it sometimes seems like a total movie to me;i feel some years from now there will be a movie on 2020 "join at your own risk"😅 I honestly have mixed opinions on this year;seeing the way the world was developing and upgrading on its maximum; this was a much needed break not only to techonology devlopment but also to the crimes that were on rapid rise,decline in rates of robberies and other assaults were seen.but to cover up for these there occured a unbearable offence on terms of skin colour which is so not acceptable.but it was so amazing to see the togetherness the people had irrespective of the  regions they stayed in.2020 also had some climatic benefits aswell,the healing of ozone by itself and people atlast realizing the importance of hygiene.ofcourse there were lot of unfortunate events across the globe but lets not blame 2020 for it.the australian bushes,the racism event,the floods,the beirut explosion,the wi...